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Goodbye Shinto.

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 5, 2006, 7:02 AM
One of my best friends died a while ago. Shinto was a tabby point Siamese who will be remembered forever.

Thank you for everything.

yeh, how bout that...

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 6, 2005, 5:34 AM
i'm gonna write a decent journal entry soon....
will prolly just have stuff like the subjects i'm doing this semester....
meh.

catchas l8ers eh?

don't leave me alone

Journal Entry: Sat May 21, 2005, 11:14 AM
i fucking hate being single.
i fucking hate this swearing filter.
i fucking hate it whe people say that being single is good.
i fucking hate it when couples argue for the fuck of it and cant see just how much of a good situation they are in.
i fucking hate people who have no/low morality and cheat on their significant other.
i fucking hate drunk people.
i fucking hate alcohol.
i fucking hate I.T and Business degrees.
i fucking hate university.
i fucking hate living with 200 other people.
i fucking hate not being able to drive.
i fucking hate chicks who lead you on.
i fucking hate chicks who lead you on and dont "realise" it.
i fucking hate religion and how it divides societies of people who are all the fucking same.
i fucking hate how men and ladies think so damn differently.
i fucking hate hipocrasy.
i fucking hate how all the girls that appeal to me are ALWAYS taken.
i fucking hate pop music.
i fucking hate lonly nights.
i fucking hate staring at the ceiling for hours before i can go to sleep.
i fucking hate it when people think i'm lazy because i wake up at noon because i can't get to sleep at a "normal" time.
i fucking hate people that try and take advantage of me.
i fucking hate people who steal physical items, especially THE FUCKING RETARDS THAT STOLE MY FUCKING NOMAD AND THE FEW SHREDS OF INNER PEACE THAT I COULD POSSIBLY ACHIEVE.
i fucking hate how women always view me as a "good friend".
i fucking hate how i know how to stop that but genuinely take an interest in what women have to say, and therefore become a "good friend".
i fucking hate how fuckwits take advantage of those women.
i fucking hate how those women let them.
i fucking hate how age divides people.
i fucking hate how most people value sex over love.
i fucking hate my "status".
i fucking hate how when i go to bed, the pain you feel when you're heartbroken spreads from my stomach, to the left side of my chest, to the right side of my chest, up my neck and i end up reflecting on the lack of love i recieve.
i fucking hate how i can't listen to my choice of music without people thinking i'm a hardcore fucking stoner or some other shit.
i fucking hate how some chicks don't like males using the word cunt, but will readily use dick or cock in their own choice of slander.
i fucking hate competitiveness.

OH YEAH!

Journal Entry: Sun May 8, 2005, 10:14 AM
Wow....

Sometimes i feel so much closer to my car,
"and in this moment,
I am happy, happy"
it feels so good to not feel like such an idiot for being in a car forum without a car :)

I'm gonna see what I can work out with my olds this holidays. I don't know how much longer I can wait.

so close, so very very close :)

  • Mood: Happy :D
  • Listening to: Incubus - Wish You Were Here
  • Reading: Microsoft Excel 2003 - Thompson Course Technology
  • Watching: (anime) One Piece (which is far superior to Naruto

wow, a free week...what am i meant to do with it??

Journal Entry: Thu May 5, 2005, 9:22 AM
Wow....

Ok, so now that i have this one free week subscription, what am I meant to do with it? I barely even use devart as it is and i currently don't have time to create anything (well, actually, i started on a flower yesterday, it didn't turn out like i wanted it to, but it was at least part of the way there).

Now listening to The Streets - Blinded By The Lights (WITHOUT NE BASS :( )

can't really turn up the bass at the moment because it's 2:03 in the morning. i have an assignment due tomorrow, but the rest is pretty easy, so I'm not too fussed.

<tangent />
i don't feel lonely sometimes now.

<tangent />
once this assignment is over, i might be able to get some other things done, like watching more one piece and playing Richard Burns Rally with a keyboard

<flashback>they told me that it couldn't be done....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA! they also told me that they'd wipe me all over the floor in underground one, they told me that a corolla would never lose a supra in street-x in underground 2.... all i have to say is HAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA! think they know car games, pffft.).</flashback>

UNH! MY SONG IS DOWNLOADING!!! D D D < -- Makes me a happy panda :D (it's downloading at a shit rate, but it's still downloading).

gonna go now and do some more of this assignment, spoze i'd beta at least finish it..

lol, just for those of you who were starting to worry, i always finish my assignments :P

More wow...
  • Mood: Confusededed
  • Listening to: Massive Attack - Small Time Shot Away
  • Reading: Microsoft Excel 2003 - Thompson Course Technology
  • Watching: (anime) One Piece (which is far superior to Naruto